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sending my hiking boots home.

The other day we went hiking to the top of Mt. Yonah here in Gainesville to camp at the top…and it was rough. I won’t lie, the way up that mountain was filled with blisters, bugs, and my sweat mixing with my own tears. Some people Usain Bolt-ed their way up that mountain but I’ve come to realize that’s just not me. God grants us with specific gifts and physical stamina is not entirely one of mine. At a certain point a little after the halfway mark, already wishing to turn around and go sleep in the van, I found myself alone for the just about the rest of the way up. I broke down, I was tired, I was feeling faint, and I may or may not have had a minor concussion already (another story). Every time I turned a corner thinking I was done there was just MORE. More rocks, more uphill slants, and more chances for me to break my ankle (again). The last 1/4 of the hike was just filled with me crying out to Jesus for some supernatural strength to not pass out and roll back down this mountain. Through my tears and doubts I imagined the uphill slant I was on as the stairs to the gate of heaven. I thought of Jesus standing at the top of the stairs waiting for me to get there, and I found myself so frustrated that I was in so much pain (honestly more emotionally than physically) trying to make it to the top and that I was alone in it. As soon as I finished that thought I imagined Jesus walking down the stairs to meet me where I was at. Read that again. The Almighty God and Creator of the universe comes down to meet us where we are at. That is so special. Me and Jesus walked up that last bit of the hike together and I’ll be honest, it wasn’t any less painful. I wasn’t any less thirsty. And it wasn’t any easier. But I wasn’t alone. Sometimes our struggles are DIFFICULT. They break us, they test us, and they often look like a hike up a mountain more than a brisk walk in the park. But we have a friend in Jesus. A comforter, a protector, and someone who is willing to come down the stairs to meet us where we’re at and help us get to where we’re going. With that said, I’m hereby retiring from my hiking career. If God really wants me to I will give Him my yes and do it time and time again, but as of now I’m deciding to send my hiking boots home. (they were weighing me down anyways).

Thanking God for simultaneously the toughest and most fruitful three weeks of my life! I’m super excited about this last week here in Gainesville and then we travel to Black Mountain, North Carolina to do domestic ministry and I’m STOKED.

 

goodbye from Gainesville :))

 

 

8 Comments

  1. I am amazed by you. You are a such an incredible blessing to me. I am so proud of your obedience to God. Keep climbing girl and clinging to Him. I love you forever

  2. You go girl. God is using use to bless alot of people. I love you and am praying for you. Your Auntie Elaine.??

  3. Yes ma’am sometimes we all have to face our own mountains but we don’t have to face them alone that’s for sure you have more than Jesus cheering you on and walking with you! You have family and friends that are praying for you and cheering you on from the side lines! Love u to the moon -Aunt Carol

  4. God bless your baby heart! You’re behaving like a “big girl” now and I know your parents are SO proud of you. Keep leaning on the everlasting arms!

  5. Sydney I am so proud of you, and glad your foot is ok. Sorry the hiking was not good, but I am glad you made it back safe. You are very important to all of us. Please be careful and stay well. I know the Good Lord is watching over you.
    Love you very much
    God bless you and all of the others with you

  6. Sydney, you paint such glorious visual word pictures! How beautiful envisioning Jesus coming down to meet you and walking with you the rest of the way up the mountain! We are never alone!!

  7. Sydney, I thank God for you and your lessons in faith. After you shared about the miraculous healing of your ankle I wanted to shout and jump for joy, so I did your faith and your team’s faith has inspired me and I know “All things are possible with God” Praise His Name!

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